Stop and think

Oh my gosh!!! What have I been doing???

I was dreaming of being being a doctor
I was dreaming of being pampered
I was dreaming of being surrounded by loved ones
I was dreaming of spending all my Christmas and New Year with mum, dad, nick n koko
I was dreaming...

I open my eyes,
I see them being doctors, engineers, musicians, models...
I see them with the people they love
I see them reaching their dreams
I see them there

And I??
I am here.. wondering if I choose the right path
The road that I have been through was hard
So many people I have hurt
And dream as a doctor is becoming vaguer each day
I am at a place where I am most uncertain about life

Am I in the right place??